Thank You Jesus

Ever feel like nothing is going your way and theres no light at the end of the tunnel? Well, I've been there before and I'm there once again. Just when I finally felt like our family was getting ahead in certain areas, we have been knocked right back down.
Tonight I'm sitting in a hotel room that is way over priced and yet they want to charge us for internet usage as well as the continental breakfast. I'm tired, weary and in need of rest and by that I mean I'm in need of more than just physical rest. I sit here hoping, praying for that miracle I need and trying to forget the attack I'm feeling from all sides. As I ponder this I can't help but be reminded how easy life can be when everything is going our very way...how easy it is to say, "thank you Jesus" when everything is coming up roses. But, now that nothing seems to be going my way I'm sitting here knowing I still need to say, "thank you Jesus" and finding it hard. This is me being real...I know there is always reason to say "thank you Jesus" even if it seems difficult to find reason; but for me in reality I have two boys in this very room to say, "thank you Jesus for my husband and child".
Tomorrow is a new day and just maybe that miracle I'm waiting for will come...